I'm a Bad Man.....

Throughout history man has struggled between Good and Bad. Where are you on the pendulum?

It is a constant internal battle that everyone faces. Usually, for most people their good side wins out.

I most admit that right now by Bad side is winning. Gloating in his glory actually. And getting bigger on a daily basis. And there is nothing that I can do about it, but accept his victory over my happiness.

You see.........

Our surrogate reports that she has morning sickness. And all I can do is celebrate.

There is NO thought of - I hope you get better.

Just the opposite. I am waiting for the next morning sickness report with glee!
Keep them coming! May I have another!

Her morning sickness directly leads to my happiness.

Being happy, because someone else is sick, without a doubt makes me a bad man.

I must admit that today - I'm okay with my bad-self.




4 comments:

Cyn said...

Without trying to burst your little bad bubble, your surrogate is also probably a tad thankful that she's sick each day and is also probably EXTREMELY grateful that you are happy! After all, surros are an odd little bunch as well-willing to poke ourselves with giant needles night after night to make someone's dream come true. She's probably just has happy every time she hovers on the edge of the toilet.

IVF Land on Surrogacy World said...

Cyn,

FINALLY!!! Something that we agree on.

"Surro's are an odd little bunch"

Cyn said...

And to think all along I thought we agreed on most things. Hmph!

IVF Land on Surrogacy World said...

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Check out the Mexico section and the thread called New Hope Fertility Center - 80% of cases failing.

My new friends are the best.